ok. so that's another incident that made me learn, that also ended my struggle and question marks. in fact, we can actually put down the things that were once unspoken. kinda a relieve for both of us.
i finally understand how much you cherish me, and how much i didnt. how much u contributed which i could never compare with. how much you love me which i didnt have confidence in. i hope after talking it out i can stop having so much inconfidence and start cherishing.
just how selfish i realise i was. and so much feelings that're impossible to put down in words.
hopefully i wont be so stupid anymore.